I don't like the fact you're feeling
so very bad of me.
But I am aware I let you down
really pretty badly.
But throughout all the unpleasantness
to now how things currently stand.
I did try to maintain composure-
didn't want it getting it out of hand.
I think if we're both honest,
we each have played some part
in taking something good, that's lasted years
and tearing it apart.
It's obvious you're not interested
in any kind of communication.
Don't get me wrong, it's far too late
for any reconciliation.
From a personal perspective
I would like it very much
to send Xmas cards and Birthday cards
just to barely keep in touch.
You know I'm not a monster
We're not an unpleasant lot
but twenty years of memories-
still exists, like it or not.